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走近百大冠军148期Hamah Osmon：我已经用好几周来纠结怎么写这些，但是我一直被问……所以觉得是时候去回答了…I've been struggling to write out this caption for a couple weeks now but I' ve been getting the questions... so figured it was about time to answer..
有苦难言，我要如何宣布它，我的感受，我想说什么，期待什么，凭什么等等。I've just been in a weird spot with how I wanted to announce it, my feelings, what I wanted to talk about, what to expect, reasoning, etc.
我知道当我离开去度假的时候，没打算在我回来的时候踏上舞台。尽管我很想参加职业生涯的首次亮相，但我的身体和精神都不在状态。..a small part of me knew that when I left for vacation, I had no intention of stepping on stage when I got back. As much as I would have liked to do my pro debut, physically& mentally I'm just not in it.
这很奇怪，因为我觉得从我开始参加比赛的那一刻起，我的唯一目标就是尽力成为最成功的竞争者，我的字典里没有屈居第二，所以当我参加比赛时，必须心无杂念！It 's strange because I feel like from the moment I started competing, my sole goal has been to be the most successful competitor I could be，I don't do anything to be 2nd best so when I was in,I was ALL IN!
我为自己努力工作和不停歇地磨练心态而自豪。但是经过四年的艰苦训练，我的身体从一个极端走向另一个极端，为了投入到舞台上而饱受摧残，我需要退后一步。I pride myself on working hard & showing my non stop grind mentality... But after four long years of training hard, going from one extreme to the other with mybody, & being totally consumed with stepping on stage, I just need to just take a step back.
如果说我的健美赤子之心和过去一样，那我是在撒谎。我比赛的表现并不好。但我刚刚意识到我生命中有比营养和有氧更重要的事情。I'd be lying if i said my heart is in it the way it used to be. I'm not done competing for good. but I've just realized that there are more important things in life than hitting macros & getting in all your cardio sessions..
我的首要任务仍然是保持平衡、健康的生活方式。但是要接受它们不再是目前我竞争生涯要考虑的事情，是难的，奇怪的。My priorities are still to live a balanced, healthy lifestyle, but as hard/strange as it is for me to admit they' re no longer on my own competition career right now..
我现在的目标是从竞争中后退一步，先专注于成为最好的自己。我想成为一名更好的教练，继续自己的学业和训练……我想成为一个更好的未婚妻。拥有更好的心情，而不是饮食的困扰…My goal right now is to take a step back from competing & just focus on being the very best HANNAH I can be..I want to be a better coach & continue my own education& training...I want to be a better fiancé.. in a better mood,not food obsessed...
我想带来更好的东西服务你们…谁知道呢？我可能想尝试一些新的东西，比如普拉提或者瑜珈，摆脱健美选手的光环，重新定义自己……I want to better my brand & continue to get content out there for you guys.. & who knows?! I may want try something new like Pilates or yoga, & just redefine myself without the glaring title of being a competitor...
我的人生不止有健美的光环，我希望你们能看到。不能用比赛来定义我。我定义我自己…如果我插上变心的翅膀，我会同样出彩！！there' s so much more to me than that title &I hope you guys see that.Competition doesn't define me.. I define me..& if I change my mind again, I can do that too!!
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