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近百大冠军137期Calysta(Bikini）：我经常想起这次比赛…2018年的翡翠杯对我来说是一场艰难的表演，在很多层面上，真的挑战了我的内心。I think back to this show frequently..emerald cup 2018 was a HARD show for me on so many levels and really challenged me to my core.
我不是我自己，我不在状态。我并不是我所期待的，但在这17天的时间里，我知难而上。I wasn't myself, didn't have my vibe.I wasn't where i had expected to be, but I pushed hard for this show in the 17 days I had.
我记得站在后台看着我的好友，说我们真的回天乏术了。I remember standing backstage looking at each and saying there was literally not one other thing we could have done differently.
虽然这是我在NPC职业生涯中最糟糕的排名，也是我唯一一次没有在我的小组胜出，但这是我的转折点。Although this was my worst regional placing of my NPC career, and my only time not winning my class, it was my turning point.
有一段时间我认为SLC冠军赛的获胜是我的转折点，但不是的，是这样的。For a while I thought that my SLC championship win was my turning point, but no. it was here.
这件事我第二天才知道，我的教练偷了我的钱，我无法参加nationals比赛。It happened when I was told the following day I can't go to nationals and that my coach was just stealing my money.
我是一个不争气的人。走向更大的舞台我还要再等一年。我是个泪点很高的人。我却哭了好几个小时。That I was someone who was ruining the bodybuilding industry. that I should wait another year to move to a bigger stage. I cried for hours. I don't cry easily.
今天，当我的IFBB 职业卡和首次签约合同出现在邮件中时，我回想起这次的比赛。意识到正是我的失败点燃了熊熊烈火，让我在SLC冠军赛上发光发热。Today when my IFBB pro card and pro debut signed contract came in the mail, I thought back to this show.realizing, it was what sparked the flame that grew into a raging fire going into the month of June.
不要让你的火焰熄灭。让它燃烧，狂暴，但你想放弃的时候加把劲。有人说燃烧带来毁灭，但它也可以蛰伏着美丽和力量。Don't dull your fire. let it burn, rage, power you forward when you want to break down and quit. some say fireburns and destroys, but it can also reveal beauty and strength long hidden.
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